come again?
i'm in a different place...sexually...
right now...
only slightly different and nowhere i haven't been before but i just want to see where the edges are...
you see i knew earlier that i wouldn't be seeing my baby tonight, which amongst other things gave me permission to come while reading erotica... it was
Just the, um, three of us? part one……. that did it... lovely writing about a beautiful sexual situation, a different kind of coming than fucking or indeed looking at porn... something sensual about it...
i guess i often feel that i owe my orgasms to my girlfriend... even though another way to look at it would be that having come once it'll take more to make me come again and therefore longer fucking if that's wanted...
but now it's changed and i possibly will see her tonight, in a few hours time... and it's quite possible that we may make love, (not that i'm too comfortable with that expression these days but i for one moment feel at a loss for another way to express it without calling it fucking... called it fucking for so long the other words have fallen out of my head...)
and this means that if i do come it'll be the second time around... love's more beautiful... the second time... around... as peggy lee has it...
and this just lends some increased sensitivity some... slighty worn... no... you know when your recieving anal sex...? not that i do as it happens but it's rougher than vaginal sex... more tender and therefore harder... that's kind of what i mean...
i remember the other day i'd come in her mouth inamongst the trees and i came again later on, back home, fucking her which began outside in the garden but which we took inside... i remember not thinking i would come and finding the second coming just that little closer to divinity...
so look, i'm a little stoned and i could go on like this for ages but i think i'll leave it there...
bless you for reading... long live sugasm...
x
posted by orgasm curious @ 1:57 AM
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